- Me: You know what I want to do?
- My mom: What?
- Me: I want to know everyone in our neighborhood and introduce myself...
- My Mom: They'll shut the door in your face
- Me: Why?
- My Mom: People just aren't that friendly anymore these days
- Me: ....how unfortunate.
” making your dreams a reality ain’t going to come easy girl. You gotta work hard for it but never forget who you are when all the pieces of the puzzle sink in.”
I want to be a multi-talented diva. :3
My goals and passions are
- Photography
- Make-up
- Filming/short films
- …now modeling.
So Yeah. It’ll be so awesome-sauce. K bye.
Wow, I can’t even express myself. I ask my parent how they’d feel if i got dimple / cheek piercings and she goes “what about work? Not everyone approves of that.” Ok. I understand that but I don’t really care. I’m not going to let work or people stop me from expressing my individualism depending on if they love it or hate it. i could care less. Which brings to my attention: Why am I even mad? If I don’t care what people think , i should have never asked. I’m going to live my life and do what I please . I’m going to do what makes me happy. No longer will i ask people “How does this look?” or “Should I wear this, is this cute?” If I like or enjoy it, then i will simply enjoy it. Period. It’s time to start living my life for me and not for everyone else. I don’t want the big, fat looking cheek piercings with the huge balls , but the smaller diamond ones : ) Okay fin.
And that my friends is what individualism is all about
“I would master every language in the entire world. That way I can become friends with amazing people all over . There would be no language barrier to friendship! ” -Janelle.
Fin.
I am so tired of feeling like I’m failing at life , when I haven’t even begun it yet. It’s just beginning and I’m constantly at battle with myself. I’m tired of feeling like I am not doing enough , or that I am lacking, that I am not strong enough or capable of my goals. All these years of my life , I have been struggling so much to just be confident in myself and to know that I can do it, and make it to my dreams. As passionate as I am and my bright ideas, and thankfulness for my life and family, Why have I been going through this? This weight on me isn’t right. It doesn’t feel right. I always feel like something is holding me down which scares me. But, I am a child of God! And God Loves me unconditionally. I am a proud Christian, and the devil is really trying to break me down. I’m not going to let that happen. I’m going to fight. Iv’e come to a realization that I need God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit to help me. Just this afternoon I asked my mom is it weird if I say ” I’m my own enemy?” She was really concerned and said “That’s not good at all, That’s like saying God is your enemy.” I felt completely and utterly uncomfortable. This is something that I MUST fight off , and I can’t go about it anymore. Feeling like I’m trapped in my own sleep, Bad thoughts, paranoid all the time, .. It’s got to stop. I’m at a place where I’m about to start the next chapter in my life. Everyone says I’m so positive and caring for others, but what I didn’t realize is I wasn’t taking in consideration of caring for myself. I’m keeping my bible close , I’ll read it everyday , and pray to God to protect me.
So I went rollerskating with a couple friends of mine and had a blast ! But after we had to leave our ride couldn’t take us home. Long story short four of my friends waited for the bus for two hours after trying to chase the one that we needed to get on ! HE KNEW HE SAW US RUNNING ! The guy who got off was like “I’m sorry kids not my problem , buses do that to me all the time -walks off-” DID I MENTION IT WAS GOING ON 11pm now?
Are you Serious?
But luckily one of my friend’s uncle took us home which was really sweet.
So that was my little story about my adventure . Moral? Don’t rely on ANYONE. ANY ONE!
